vacay update - mood

03 August 2018

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This week my vacation world tour has landed in Marbs! Soo much to do all the time. New people and new surroundings! As I almost never get any sleep I tend to take some powernaps now and then. When I close my eyes today this is what I thought of: What kind of people I have choosen to surround myself with? Or am I the choosen one who just go with the flow? Is this life really for me? I am an oldfashioned girl who has spent the major part of my life in the stables with my horse, is that where I really truly belong? Last years has been so much about fashion, party and exploring. Do I need to get back to my "roots"? Or could I settle down somewhere and work with fashion yet be at the stables almost daily? That would seem dreamy! Well, time will tell! Although, something is really missing in my life! I need less drama (I never coped with that shit) and more hands-on reality :) I need more people around me to dare to discover my inside, instead of judging me by my beauty! I have my loving family and a couple of true friends, so I should feel utterly blessed! Do not get me wrong my life has been perfect so far, yet I need to find mindfulness! This is what I will try to regain while in Dubai for a couple of months all by my own: Exploring, training, yoga, riding, painting and reading loads of books :)  Well well, now off for dinner! Later alligator! xoxo

 

 

 


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